Yesterday, we rummage through her things to find something worthy for keeping. Last night, we ate our heart out which probably is our last meal together. Now, I’ve watched as her family went onboard to a place million miles away from me.
I never knew how it hurts to say goodbye to a friend, but your hug made it bearable.
It seems only yesterday when we planned how we wish our kids to grow up. We wished them to become someone like what we have. But then suddenly, we have to say goodbye to those wishes and longings. How I wish I could still see your kids grow up. I wish we could have our daily chats still. I hate talking about pains but I cannot help it this time because I dearly and selfishly miss you a lot.
I’m going to miss how I start my week and end it with our long conversations. I am amazed how we managed to sit for a couple of hours and more just talking about the same thing each and every day. We manage to deal with each other’s attitudes and even went far from not hating one another through the years. Honestly, I could not recall a single day when we hated each other. I am going to miss our FB secrets. The way we share notes in order to keep the best for our kids. I love how unselfish you have become to me. I love how we constantly talk about beauty stuffs and when we get bore, we talk about our kids, our own marriages, and our friendship.
I hate that you told me just yesterday about your plan of leaving. I thought you are going to tell me months before the date. But then again, I understand how you feel. I understand how you hate to see us cry. I understand how this parting hurts you too.
I don’t know if ever we will see each other again but this tears, this pain, this everything…will surely lead our paths to cross again. I love you Tess and I love your family. Take care because I’m going to hate you if you don’t…
Your friend,
Twinks
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